We had the new internship program students dinner with alumnae tonight. It was nice.

I spent all day fighting with the fincial aid here, at school, then the loan company, then I fought with the ID office to fix my card so I can get into my room, then I fought with the building and grounds people to fix my electricity. Which they partically fixed. And after all that I calmed myself down my cleaning my apartment. Don't get excited. I only did it cause I knew it would make me feel better cause I live here, so the answer is no. I will not clean your apartment. Unless you are my boyfriend. In which case, in the event it is ever messier than my apartment (doubtful cause I am soooo unorganized) I will. Anyways. After all this, Justin called me. I answered thinking he was being nice and calling to see how I was doing in NYC. He proceeded to yell at me and tell me how I feel and then hang up on me. It doesn't even phase me any more other than a mere annoyance. Kinda like you know you are gonna get bit by misquitoes when you go out on a summer evening, but when you find a misquito on your arm you are still annoyed at its presense? Kinda like that. It's nothing new.

The WORST news is my wonderful boyfriend may not get to come visit me and I will have to wait until July 28th to see him. *sigh.*

Shed a tear 'cause I missin' you
I'm still alright to smile
I think about you every day now
Was a time when I wasn't sure
But you set my mind at ease
There is no doubt
You're in my heart now
All we need is just a little patience
Said sugar make it slow and
We come together fine
All we need is just a little patience
If I can't have you right now I'll wait, dear
'cause the lights are shining bright
You and I've got what it takes to make it
We won't fake it
Never break it
I'll been walkin' the streets at night
Just trying to get it right
-G'N'R

See now that you’ve been meeting me
And heard I have a little freak in me
I see you looking at me
Like you want to be seeing me
Eating me
Don’t you know back home I got a man
That can run up in me like no one can
I’m not trying to have a one night stand
Or to make dinner plans
I already got my man
-kln-

I know its not that long in comparison to people who are being shipped over seas for 6 months and stuff. But I got soooo spoiled during the school year. It's okay I know that this is something that I had to do and I wouldn't have said no to this opportunity to stay in Butler for the summer. I just wish that he could be here too. It's not a long time though. I keep telling myself that lol. I felt bad I keep telling him to just come up here and not tell anyone. Which is bad cause we are both so big on honesty, but I am ever bigger on GETTING MY WAY!! lol I can't help it!! I'm a spoiled brat and I know it! lol Just don't tell my Dad and my brothers! They will stop spoiling me! Well I am going to Battery City Park or Battery Park City, I can't remember which it is.

-kln-

Wants it all Mama's fallen angel...