Guess I needed
Sometime to get away
I needed some peace of mind
Some peace of mind that'll stay
I am a shooting star
Maybe someday I will see you
Before you make me cry
You know I've tried to reach you
But you were much to high
Some say I'm crazy
I guess I'll always be
But it been such a long time
Since I knew right from wrong
It's all the means to an end
I keep on movin' along
So don't point your finger at me

I'm reckless and feelin' no pain
You know I've got no need to control
Livin' like this never ever tore my life apart
I know how to maintain and
You know I know my part
I lead a reckless life
And I don't need your advice
And you know your my only vice

Ain't it fun when you split
And leave me on the run
Well, Ain't it fun when you broken up
Everything that you ever begun
Ain't it fun when you know that
You're gonna die young
It's such fun

Go ahead now
try to find a girl who's gonna be what I ain't
Who's gonna sit through all the madness always
act so quaint
It's your new friend
you're really making a scene
Try to give me something
that I'll never ever forget
But now could you blow it all
on a million dollar bet
Because you're liable to lose
best lovin' you've had yet

I ain't playin' childhood games no more
I said it's time for me to even the score
But baby call me by another name
When you feel the fire, and taste the flame
Face of an angel with the love of a witch
Makin' love
Cheap heartbreaker, broken backed, nasty ballbreaker,
Stay out of my bed, outta my head
If it's lovin' you, I'm better off dead
Emotions ripped, gone on a binge
Life lipped, I said you're off the hinge
Tellin' lies of such fame and glory
I don't even wanna hear your story

I got my head in the clouds
I got these thoughts to churn
Got my feet in the sand
I got a headache like a motherfucker
Twice the price of my thrills
An I'll try to paint a story
Got your pictures to tell
Yeah you got to make a living
With what you bring yourself to sell
Ain't this life so fuckin' great
My body's breathing while it can
But what I don't understand is that
My world ain't gettin' no brighter
If I could touch the sky
Well I would float on by
I'd have all my bases covered
If I could teach my hands to see
But now I'm down in the deep end
Where you'd love to watch me drown

It's a critical solution
It's a mass of confusion
Of a mental disease
And you'll be runnin' round back
This fire is burnin'
And it's out of control
It's not a problem you can stop
And sex is used anyway it can be
Sometimes when I look out
It's hard to see the day
It's a feelin' you can have it
It's not mine to take away
Lost in the Garden of Eden
There's no way I'm gonna fit in
Don't ya tell me what my eyes see
Don't ya tell me who to believe in
I ain't superstitious
But I know when somethin's wrong
I've been draggin' my heels
Let the undercurrent drag me down

Kickin' back in the shadows
Got no need for the light
Who's sorry now
Look at how you've spent your life
My how my scratches on your back burn
I ain't afraid of your smoke screen hustle
I got the perfect crime
Motherfucker just let me be

You can look but you don't see
You're just in the garden
Turned into my worst phobia
A crazy man's utopia
If you're lost no one can show ya
But it sure was glad to know ya
Only poor boys take a chance
On the garden's song and dance
Feel my flowers as they wrap around
Your fuckin losin' your mind
For the garden
I wasn't really scared
Lost my virginity there
Wandering round
With a smile upon my face
I never wanna leave this place

I can't wait here forever
I got too much here to lose
An now you're blowin' smoke
I think you're one big joke
You say I walk a line
Fuck, they move it every time
You get what you pay for
And freedom's real high priced
It's never made a difference
It's only how you survive
An now you ask me why
I said it's do or die
I'll throw it right in your face
And then I'll put you
In your motherfuckin' place
An I'm tired of the frustration
Of livin' inside of your lies