I realized today that it is people who think in the manner that I do that help the world and also destroy it. It was very distressing. It has always been my goal to help people, "save the world" but here I see that I have theh potential to destroy it in my attempt to help. It makes sense to me why people with power lose track. They don't mean too. They really do have good intentions. I mean I believe some of them do, but it's the rest of the people are wrong and I have to help "these" people NOW! It was hard to see. I am frustrated with myself and in general.

-kln-