The rest of the world is moving but I'm here dying. I can't deal. Watching, waiting for a move from you. I reach for my life and close my eyes. And I miss. And I can't deal.

It gets harder and harder each day for me to make it through. And I find myself where I was before. Walking in this tunnel that is closing in from both ends.

And it's always been just how I always knew it would be. And every morning I wake up more last than the one before.

Stuck on a rerun in my mind, in an endless daydream. I can't deal. On an ordinary day I miss thinking I can be extraordinary and I'll never feel that way. My hope is falling and my faith is fading and I hardly can believe.

And I want every life I dream of
in the day I walk through my lifes stories
wondering which one I really am
away lost again
and there is gold
live my life without your shame
and I can't deal

-kln-

Don't depend of any reaction again.
Maybe in another life I could find you there.
I'm slippin I'm fallin I can't get up.
I give myself to many childish games.
Trade my life for a barrel of gold.