let me paint the picture
the last act of desparation
falling out the door
but not after me
after her

let me be nikki the sex queen
and let my body
be something that you can buy

woke up seven years later
after a night i couldn't remember
note on the stand with a number
in your writing
said call me up
if you wanna walk down the aisle

i want to be your blow job queen
everything you ever wanted
everything you ever thought of

and my dreams are faded
and it's been so long
since I saw a starry night sky.

never let my pain shown through
and no one knows what its like...
theres a chance to make a way

only if you'll go to the other side
there'll be no more reasons to complain