My grandfather had his appointment yesterday afternoon with his doctor to go over his test results. He has cancer in both lungs, and it has spread to his adrenal gland, lymph nodes,and rib cage. The doctors are doing a cat scan on the lower part of his body to see if the cancer has spread to his colon or anywhere else. My brother called me yesterday to break the news and I felt like I was going to collapse from sadness. I'm not so naive to think that my grandparents were going to live forever, but it seems so unfair that someone who is such a good -hearted person has to suffer through the agony of cancer ravaging his body. It makes me mad at God that people who do horrible things get to die by lethal injection and just stop breathing, while someone who is so kind and has lived his life in an honest way has to go through this. It makes absolutely zero sense. Sorry this posting is such a downer. Hope everyone on journalscape is well.