A strange day. I got up because Avi had to go school, and other than that I could have slept and slept. I sleep a lot lately. A piece of my head says, "Why? There's snow to see. Books to be read. Stories to be written. People to love. Magic to see. Games to play." And my heart says, "But all of that is too much work. Checking your email is too much work."

This isn't fun anymore.

I think there's a lot of things going on, but one of the things is that I'm living on a hill with a strange social structure, and it's just not working for me anymore.

And Rice's grandmother is really going downhill.

And my grandmother misses me, and I miss her, and I need to get down to see her.

And Rice and I just aren't.


And so many other things.

I wish I could just snap out of it already, yeah?

*done whining for today*