There are some people in this school who walk around like their shit doesn't stink. They make no attempt to socialize or act like a normal human being and then wonder why no one likes them. I can't understand why this one person, who shall remain nameless, has such an attitude. I don't give two shits if she reads this or what she thinks about me, and she can write all she wants in her little online diary about how much of a "faithless sinner" I am. You wanna know what? Why don't you stop using large inappropriate SAT vocabulary when you can't even manage to coherently include them in a sentence without sounding like a two year old who just repeated what her mother said but has no idea of what the word really meant? Oh, yea, you try SO HARD to be nice to people. I'm sure. Maybe that's why you have such a fucking attitude all the time and blow everyone off and make the biggest deal out of the littlest stuff. You get mad at everyone for any little thing they do, and then you refuse to talk to them for seven months and when they don't wanna be your friend anymore, it's such a huge mystery. Oh yea, you can't wait to get out of "Ramgay" and move to the city, huh? Yea, it's gonna be SO EASY. I fucking LIVED in the city, and unless you want to pay $4000 a month for rent, you can forget it. Do you understand how many people are in the exact same position you are? A LOT. And just because you take some piddly art class and draw a couple things in visual arts doesn't mean shit. There's people your age who already designing clothes or doing whatever it is you want to do. Living in the city isn't just some pleasant dream. It's expensive, dirty, and stressful. I hope you like cockroaches and rats, because you'll be seeing a lot of them. Of course, you have such a hard life, so you probably would know, wouldn't you? What with your security guards and expensive Christmas gifts, you really have it so bad. And you think just because you're Korean the pressure is so much worse for you? IT'S NOT. I worked my ass off to get the grades I get and my parents damn well put pressure on me and threatened me and everything else, so why don't you drop the whole spiel about everyone being so racist and everything being so hard. You think just because I'm white it makes it so much easier for me? IT DOESN'T. I have to apply to college and work in my classes and study the same as you, so why don't you just shut the fuck up? If you can't take the pressure of being in Ramsey, then I hope you have fun in the city when you have no money and can't pay your rent and you're starving and there are people who are going to be so much better than you and no one is going to even look at you if you can't do what they want when they want it. And no one is going to put up with a bullshit attitude, either. You will be stepped on, insulted, broken down, and everything else, and you'd better learn to live with it if you want to prance around the city for the rest of your life. I know you think I am a bitch and I am heartless and just because I don't go to church I am going to hell, but I am telling you the truth because I went through it. So stop acting like your life is so ridiculously hard and that no one understands what you're going through, because maybe if you stopped acting like you were better than everyone else you might get someplace.