5 days till Christmas. I have waited on so many things and now it's biting me in the ass. I need to finish or the stockings will be hung....empty. 3 grown children 3 grandchildren, 2 son inlaws, 1 huband. I am always trying to keep them moving and I end up standing still. I love them so much. I never want them to be unhappy so I try to pick up the slack.

I hope this journal gives me a place to vent and unload.

Merry christmas, Kwanza, Hanukkah, etc.,etc.,