You never know with life. Today I feel low, and I don't know why. It's interesting how no matter how good any moment feels, I always know it's fleeting, but the bad moments never feel fleeting. I think that's what makes them so hard -- you not only feel down but you feel things aren't all that likely to get better. At least if you're a lifelong depressive that's how it feels -- so much easier to go "downhill" than up.

Anyway, that's where I'm at. And I'm thinking of those of you who are in a similar place, whether you know why or not. It pretty much sucks to be down, and I hope you and I can at least enjoy the company until the next upturn. Of course, maybe we could still enjoy the company then too.