I've never been overly practical. I have a past riddled with ridiculous decisions, especially when it comes to money. It took me a *long* time to get my shit together...a very long, and hard time. Now I find myself worrying about money a lot. Will I be able to pay my bills, and still be able to eat? Well, I've proven that I can definitely pay my bills, eat well, and still have money left over. But I still get a little panicky when I think about saving for this wedding. Why on earth would any practical person spend thousands upon thousands of dollars for one day??? It seems absurd, especially since that money can be used for so many other "more important" things. I'm just tired today. I'm finding I'm needing a lot more sleep these days, but I'm not getting any extra. Nothing seems good, practical or fun in any way when you're tired. Maybe a nap will do...

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