This weekend was good. We went to a cool birthday party on Saturday and I ended up talking all night to a friend that I had not originally thought I'd get very close to. Shows what I know! It was nice to be around friends after this tiring move. They are all very excited for Scott and I and call us frequently to see how we're doing. It's good to have that support system. I love my friends!!! We went out on Sunday as well and spent way too much money on food, but it was worth it to hang out with our friends. More fun next weekend when some more friends come over for cooking, games and LotR extended DVD viewing. It's gonna be rad! Whoa...am I 12 or what?

Today was the first official day of my babysitting for my friend. Not an easy day. I think my fatigue makes everything seem worse than it is, but the little tot would not sleep like he usually does. Everytime his parents called to see how things were going, he was screaming his head off. I think he's just not comfortable with his surroundings yet. At any rate, I have lot of patience, which makes me good for the job, but my heart is just not in it. I'm just too tired during the day. I can see why people don't want to have children, because it's hard! I don't have doubts about my ability to be a good mother, but I think it's different when it's your own child. Plus, you have time to get adjusted to each other and you learn what each cry means. With this little guy, I'm a total novice, and he can tell. I'm not miss "Polly Perfect" and totally love taking care of him because I love children. No. I'm fatigued and still not even used to my new surroundings, let alone adding someone elses baby to the mix. I'm not worried about how it will be with my baby, because it'll be MY baby. I don't know, it's hard to explain. I'll continue with this babysitting until something better comes up. Plus, the baby's dad gets a certain amount of days off a month, so when he's home, he'll take care of his son. ::Sigh:: I think tomorrow will be better (I hope!).

Okay, time to watch my newly arrived LotR Extended DVD...many times...