my back is better. not 100%, but definitely better. i spent most of tuesday all twisted up (and not in a good way!!!) and weds morning it was better. i dunno know what that was all about.

i wish i could say it was from wild passionate funky-munky love, but alas, t'was not.

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i thought my headaches were coming from recent fillings and teeth grinding.

i have one more cavity to be filled, and an appt for april 16 to get that done.

turns out it's the cavity that's causing me so much pain. i can see the cavity now. it's a dark spot on the surface of the tooth.

i know, gross. ewwwwwww...

i was supposed to have them done over 2 years ago. i had just had the hysterectomy and had to cancel the appts and just sort of, you know, put it off.

boy i wish i hadn't done that.

but it's ok - they're gonna get me in monday and i have daddy's vicodin in the meantime.

they tell me i may be looking at a root canal now. crap. i realllllly wish i hadn't put this off.

aside from wisdom teeth this is the only tooth pain i've ever had. i woke up a little after 4 this morning and considered taking a handful of vicodin and waking my hubby up to pull the tooth out with a wrench. the pain is sickening it hurts so bad.

i had margaritas and half a vicodin last night, so when i went to bed it was all good, dontcha know!

but gawd, i love my daddy. he has literally hundreds of good drugs, and he shares freely.

daddy = my dealer. hee hee. my own private candy-man.

no you can't have his address. besides, they're all locked up in the safe and only he and i have the combination.

but if ya ask nice i'll share!!!

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now that katherine has quit choir i pick her up at 5 from school after track practice. i can't tell ya how nice it is to have that extra time with her. she used to get home around 7, and dave would stay at work to pick her up, so i'd miss a couple of hours time with both of them.

yeah, alone time is good, but i'd rather have them here with me.

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our beloved UK basketball coach quit today. i think he's going to minnesota. i'm not really a fan or anything. it just means my hubby has to work late tonight. he's the webmaster at the newspaper.

when we went to get our marriage license we had to list our occupations. he told the girl 'webmaster' and i looked at the form and she had typed in 'woodmaster'. well, if the shoe fits.....

*heh*

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my son seems to be ok. he worked 52 hours last week. he's tired he says, but happy to have the money.

he says he's going to save it and future paychecks to get an apartment.

i think that's a fine idea.

when i asked why he couldn't have done that when he lived here he said cuz i didn't force him to.

i still don't get it. i don't understand people who have to be pushed into a corner to do something.

i love him. i don't have to understand him. and that will never change. he's such a sweet kid at heart. i have so many hopes and dreams for him still. i just wish he had some for himself.

i don't know if it's cause i'm paying more attention to it lately, or if there's really been an increase, but we've had a lot of robberies here lately.

the bastards better stay away from my kid.

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much love and snuggables xoxo