i've had some bizarre dreams lately (again). well, when i've been able to sleep, that is.

the morning's latest: i was working for welcome wagon again for the same boss, only he and i were training a new crop of account exectutives. i don't know why i was walking out in the country in a suit on my cell phone, but a flood came and carried me away with it. i was "riding" the top of the water, and i'm not a good swimmer, and it was about 20 feet deep, and i have a fear of heights. it came from no where. it was a beautiful, blue skyed day with no rain, no threat of rain, no rain around me anywhere, and all of a sudden i was swept away.

hmmm,as i'm writing this i think i'm beginning to see a reason for the dream...

hubby was kind enough to wake me because he heard me crying and whimpering in my sleep. thank allah, because the wave, so far, had been on level ground, and i was able to ride it along, but the water and i were getting ready to crash down into a valley, and i don't think i would have survived that.


yup, i think i'm gonna have to talk this one out with my therapist friend...and i really am not thinking it's taer's story that's doing it. crap. that would be the easy explanantion, and the one i'd pick if i had to choose one. no, unfortunately, i think it's way more complicated than that. dammit.

any theories you'd like to propse? i'm open for anything other than the obvious (to me) at this point, cuz i really don't want it to be the reason i think it is.

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my baby girl will be going back to school today. she's been home all week with a tummy bug. would you like to guess who woke this morning with a sore throat (again) and nauseous tummy? yeah, well, i ain't got time for it. if i ignore it, it will go away...

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okie doke. time to make the donuts.

xoxo hugs and smoochies!!