Blog Your Own Blessingway...

Below is one of the meditations I wrote for the RevGals book. It is based on a sermon I wrote for the preaching journal two years ago and then later preached in my own congregation. For those of you wondering about what a Blessingway is, here is a partial answer, particularly in the bolded sections.


Blessing the Way

“When Elizabeth heard Mary’s greeting, the child leaped in her womb. And Elizabeth was filled with the Holy Spirit and exclaimed with a loud cry, ‘Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb…” –Luke 1.41-42

Several Advent seasons ago, before I became a pastor, I was undeniably, unambiguously pregnant. Although I was ideally suited to play Mary in some church’s Christmas pageant with minimal props or padding, I somehow managed to avoid that obvious typecasting. Instead I was able to sit anonymously in the candlelit pew, pondering the incredible journey Mary made to Bethlehem, her ankles swelling and back throbbing, and ponder, of course, the incredible journey laid out before me as well.

My husband has often said that he wants to write a book about becoming parents. The title would be something like ‘Everything Changes’ and Other Unhelpful Cliches. I now wish that I had a dollar, or maybe a nice long nap, for every time people with kids would say crisply, “Your whole life will change,” a twinkle in their sleep-deprived eye. Each time we’d nod blithely, and mentally roll our eyes—“Yes, no kidding.”

It’s such a silly thing to say, really—what is one supposed to do with that information? Get ready for it? How is that even possible? If life is really going to be that radically different, how does one prepare? Nonetheless, I eventually came to realize that I needed to find a way to navigate this transition. But how?

I wonder whether Mary was looking for a way through the transition. After the angel departed, his words still ringing in the air, did Mary decide it was time to take action too?

Because really, what is “Nothing will be impossible with God,”
but a more theological way of saying, “Your whole life is about to change”?
What is, “The Holy Spirit will come upon you,”
but an obliteration of any notion of control?

Many sermons have been preached and ink spilled over whether Mary had a choice to let her whole life change, or not. Those questions don’t interest me right now. What interests me is that, after the deed is done, after the angel lays out the whole life-changing agenda, after Mary says, “Here I am, the slave of the Lord,” she flees the scene.

Of course, she’s not running away. She’s running toward. Mary sets out “with haste” for Elizabeth’s house. Once she arrives, the words of greeting are barely out of her mouth before Elizabeth is shouting with utter delight, saying,

Blessed are you among women!
Blessed is the child that you carry.
Blessed are you, who believed.

In these words of blessing, Elizabeth testifies that yes, Mary’s “whole life is about to change,” but what does not change,
what cannot change,
what will not change,
is God’s goodness and mercy.

God’s steadfast love endures forever, which is to say, it endures any circumstance of life that might befall us. Certainly Mary, as she prepared to become a wife and a mother simultaneously, needed that blessing.

And certainly I, too, needed to hear the good news that lasts. Everything changes, but our loving God does not. And so, like Mary, I ran.

I ran to the company of others who could help me make sense of this change, who could affirm the goodness of God. Those others were trusted women who gave me a tremendous gift—a gift called a Blessingway.

A Blessingway is believed to be rooted in the Navajo tradition. It is a rite of passage that can be celebrated in a variety of situations, not just for a birth. A Blessingway for a mother is sort of a baby shower, but with no baby gifts, no cake with pink and blue frosting, no games involving baby-food taste tests. That is to say, it is almost nothing like a baby shower. Now don’t get me wrong, I love baby showers. There is nothing quite like receiving all those blankets, and clothes, and those improbably small socks, to drive home the realization that an actual child is on her way to being born. But the Blessingway also declares: a mother is also on her way to being born.

My Blessingway consisted of fifteen women who gathered for the sole purpose of marking this transition in my life. They shared stories, offered experiences, dispensed wisdom, and gave me words of blessing for the journey into motherhood.

First, the group wrote an impromptu song for me—a lullaby about the peace and comfort of God.
They each brought a word that represented a gift they wished to share with me—words like simplicity, grace, humor and unconditional love.
They laid hands on me and prayed for a healthy birth.
And they accepted candles from me and agreed to light them when I went into labor, as a way of holding me in prayer.

I will never forget the gift of that time. As I sat in that place, soaking up the blessing (because what else can one do but simply receive it?), I knew that the significance of their blessing would only deepen over time. Years later, I still sing the song of peace to my daughter. I read my friends’ words of encouragement when I’m feeling off balance and uncertain. Mostly I remember the warmth of sitting among them—
The wise friend who knitted as we all talked;
The one who spoke waxed eloquent and wise about her own journey into motherhood, adding exuberantly, “It’s awesome!”;
The friends who traveled from far away to be there, and who have known me so long that few words were necessary to convey what they wished to say.
In my memory, the blessing continues.

I can’t help but see threads of the Blessingway in the encounter between Mary and Elizabeth. Here are two women, each on the verge of cataclysmic change, reaching out to one another and finding refuge and strength—Elizabeth, graced by the presence of Mary; and Mary, lifted up in the blessing that bubbles forth from Elizabeth, and moved to sing her own song of faith and joy. And I feel certain that, over the course of Mary’s life, those words of blessing brought her comfort. In moments of exhaustion and exasperation (surely she had them), in times of confusion, and perhaps even in that moment of unspeakable grief which is the stuff of nightmares for any parent—that blessing was an anchor. It was a place of orientation: No matter what happened, she was God’s own.

But if I may be so bold, I believe that Elizabeth’s blessing was more than a word of comfort. I think Elizabeth’s blessing called Mary into being as a mother. After all, Elizabeth’s words were a gift of the Holy Spirit, the same Spirit who empowered Mary to conceive and carry this child in the first place! We dare not try to separate these two events; they are both actions of the Spirit and, I believe, inextricably linked to one another.

The words we share with one another matter.
The blessings we offer to one another matter.
How can we believe otherwise and still worship a God who spoke the world into being?

As I left my Blessingway that night so long ago, I knew deeply that I was ready. Not in the sense of being prepared. Not in the sense of knowing what to expect. No, through their blessings my friends called me into being as a mother. Their blessings made it so! I cannot explain it. I simply know it. I became a mother even as I was still becoming a mother.

And that is the power of the blessing. I cannot separate the naming of the experience from the experience itself—not for me, and not for Mary. Elizabeth saw Mary for who she already was and yet still was growing to be. My friends celebrated my journey even as they cheered my arrival.

And it is there,
somewhere between being and becoming,
somewhere amidst change and transition and Advent expectancy,
that the blessing lies.
It is a gift of the Spirit, and it waits for us—
to find it, to name it for one another, and to allow it to change us.