I hope, I wish that N gets full disability from the Veterans Administration. His doctor says he is fully disabled, but he has to be evauated by a team of "experts" who know only what they read and what they want to see (or not see, whichever).

In the past he has always responded to evaluations strongly, performing better than anybody expected--endorphins, extra testosterone, adrenalin, I guess. I hope that this time he's willing to just be his normal self.

I'm asking the universe for this: full disability award from the VA. I'm grateful for all he has received so far and for the possibilities ahead.

Let it be so.