I am cramming now. Trying to go over as much as I can before the guillotine drops! I am now to the point where I just want to get it over with regardless of the results. My house is so dirty and messy, no clothes have been washed, no mail opened and no bills paid. I have horrible dark circles and feel like shit. Oh well, I am just thinking about the 24th at around 6:00 p.m when I should be arriving home and seeing my kids' bright little faces. I am making some new year's resolutions to start (since I didn't have time to deal with that earlier) right after this bar. Either way, I have learned a lot and if I have to do this again I will be even more prepared. I am almost there. I have grown so much to appreciate every member of the bar. It's a hard test and it seems that many pass it so I will too some day.

Other than that, nothing much is going on. I managed to get Spencer into pre-school. He will be starting on the 28th which is good since I won't be back at work yet. I'm thinking of taking a few more days off maybe the rest of next week. I think my cleaning lady is coming back the week after next which would be great. I'm going to do a major early spring cleaning. I have to get rid of a lot of little kids clothes, the crib, the swing -- things that are still sitting around all this time. I did manage to collapse the playpen (which was just a giant toy chest) right at the beginning of the new year, but now that Spencer is going to be 3 it is time to dispense of all that stuff. I still have baby bottles and sippy cups in the cupboards that all have to go.

Ok, I will think of cleaning as a grand liberation after this is all done. Next will come, exercise, eating well, being nicer, stopping and smelling the roses, etc.