So what are you to do when you're at a crossroad? There isn't any right way nor would there be an easy way and no matter how the cards are dealt or how you played your hands, you're gonna be the loser. So why do you keep wanting to lose? Do you not have a choice? Why do you lose in every game you play, and lose it the true sense of the word? Perhaps you really win at losing, but what's that gonna change? Damnit. You need to get your fucking act together, and you can't blame the other players either. Cos it's not their fault that you're the loser, or the fact that you suck, or the fact that you stink. What are you good at anyway? You aren't good at this, you aren't good at that, and you crrtainly suck at THAT. Get over it, you. There's no use feeling miserable. Everyone has moved on, that includes them, them and them. Quit it. You suck.