Such a confusing situation. All of a sudden, the windows of promise have opened, yet all of them seems unreachable. None seem mildly the right one, yet at the same time, 1 in 6 million isn't very promising odds anyway. Perhaps having what I have suffice? But it cannot be so simple. There must be more to it. How can contentment be contentment unless you have reached what you seek out to achieve. How can I seek out what I want to achieve if I only aim to be contented? I'm babbling.

Goodnight, world.