Bed last night: 2145 (aprox)
Got up : 0530
Fasting Blood Glucose: 265
Didn't check resting heart rate. (forgot)

I'm making an effort to try this yet again. With no one who matters to enforce it - to be proud of me or pleased with me, or to discipline or be actively DISpleased with me, it;s much, much harder for me to do this. The testing itself is easier, cause it's more just a matter of remembering and having kind of a routine, but the logging food and exercise (such as it is) is a pain in the ass and very time/effort consuming.. Or at least seems that way. I guess it's not really. I've just gotten way too accustomed to having no schedule or duties to speak of. Not that I don't HAVE them.. I've just neglected them, and there is no one but me to answer to. I have, of late.. for several months, but especially over the last month and a half or so, COMPLETELY fucked off any semblance of a schedule, let alone the one I committed to.

So.. Here we go again. Hopefully I can do a bit better this time. Perhaps I can find a mentor who will hold me to my commitments in a way that helps me more. I know, I know.. *I* should be enough to answer to, but for me, I'm not. That's been proven time and time again. So really, seeking an enforcer *IS* a way of being responsible for it myself.