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Six disc thick pillars hold up the entire hall , I stood quietly in the hall outside , waiting , hoping Alice . Hall of people getting sparse , but they have to go out and see the night sky have their faces , only occasionally heard the sound of whispering and talking ear is the sound of joy is amazing sound .
Wind whistling in the hall , ears seems sounded roaring . I hung up the phone , still eagerly pry the hall, but still have not seen your shadow . Anxious heart has forgotten wind roaring in the ears and on the face of acupuncture .
Finally, one wearing a red long coat jacket, neck circumference white scarf, holding a thin book , Jian Pi hair you breathless from the hall ran out. That scarves almost obscured all your cheeks , hair in the wind is also more supple, see you running towards me , I can not help but before stalked around.
You saw me, a lonely and thin figure and a pair of eager eyes and look , I think, at that moment , perhaps your inner feelings to trace the cool generalities . See me walking toward you , you can not suppress the excitement , his hands began to know what to do , slowly raised his arm , you're still in the running , I'm still moving forward . Was only twenty meters distance , but I think to go for a long time , you also ran far away !
See you slightly open arms , I have some panic , do ...... ? Or ...... ? At that moment , my thoughts did struggle a thousand times ! To avoid this embarrassment, I can not help but slowly open arms ...... not ! Can not ! We can not embrace a rational intuition collision with my heart , my arms away quickly stopped smiling !
You and I have less than three meters distance , it seems that at the moment you feel it simmering what shy away arms, shy small step came up to me , " I'm sorry, to keep you waiting ! " You crisp and gentle words linger in my ear , stirring in my heart . Although it is night, but in the light of your face shine that flushing is still clearly visible.
I face with lighted up, pretending to be easy , said: "Nothing , I just arrived ," between words , I took the paper attached packed full of text and drawings from the pockets of various shapes , that is my promise to you to do. Your apology took it , looked carefully , his face filled with a smile , gentle whispered: "Thank you , it is tough ! " , I smiled and said nothing.
Always felt kind of awkward atmosphere around you around me , you head down to the thin book that gave me : "Here, I was reading this book , you should not also take a look at " My curiosity took over it was Eileen Chang's " Fallen " and I took it rolled , said: "Before liked Eileen Chang 's book , but ...... " you're really smart, I have not finished, it was you hear out the clues, you will playful book from my hands back , then said: " you would not know to look , well, another day to give you one other book, this book, I still keep it out yourself ! "
Read Eileen Chang 's book , people always feel a dough nice, but sometimes there is the slightest feeling of sadness in them, admire her delicate tenderness written in the book . But do not know why , always some fear , too long to read into the low point will make their own emotions . Sometimes could not help but to look at her book , I was in such a tangle forward to reading brings me to experience the spirit of enjoyment ! I always joked that he was a wonderful , there will be reading addictive habit, you also agree to go along with me.
You look at me, blame my concern is good to wear thin , said the wind was cold outside , so colds , I always say excuse cold , you feel helpless, angry students can only pretend I only pretend to disagree ! After a few pleasantries simple , you let me go back, too cold here . I asked you how long to finish the job ? You say there is more than one hour estimates , in fact , every time you will say that they tired , and I can only advise you to be turned down those chores irrelevant , but every time you see really serious to do with everything.
You are a very serious person, his mouth said he did not want to pay for those annoying chores too much , however , has been, no matter big or small you are very careful, very body center , very careful doing . Sometimes you look at some haggard, I seem to be able to feel like your life , really tired !
I went back after the farewell , starry night sky , but the wind is still , it seems really feel the hint of cool earth . Thoughts hesitant , maybe you will feel a little cool earth , or give you the cold night sky , or that impose on other things for you. In short , there is a vague hint of chill touch with your heart !
Have you been tired forward, also suffering a stroll , but those cold, those tired , I can not share it for you , nor will you be able to become lost my sad, only flaunt a quietly watching.
So, I was not able to hug you , did not give you a warm , just because , I also can not hold you ! Just because I , there is still a pardon !


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