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hallawayjoe Andyland 2002-04-22 12:19 AM smurf day Previous Entry :: Next Entry Mood: destroy the planet |
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Well. I went over my second draft of my thesis with my advisor. I knew it would not be easy. With the events the last few months, I am questioning whether I can ever be successful as a poet/teacher. Maybe I should have gone to Library school. Maybe I still should. My confidence is sacked. I don't even want to think of poetry. Heck... I am 29 and am still a lost soul. I wish I could blame it on drugs or women but no such luck. I am just the eternal loafer. The thought of doing actual work is disgusting to me. Okay, not true, but I would rather go to Europe and play. I haven't been hiking, I haven't climbed mountains. I haven't had good sex. I never took peyote or mescaline or XTC. I haven't lived. Maybe I need to fast. Just drink green machines or kermit the frog in a blender. I can't think of any real solutions to my rut. Maybe Michael Jackson will rescue me. poo! |
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