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hallawayjoe Andyland 2013-11-17 7:33 AM Memory five Previous Entry :: Next Entry Read/Post Comments (0) |
My father, never so annoying a man yet I don't want him to die....the man who beat me until I peed as a little boy.. For no reason other than he was drunk, and I was bothering him in the middle of the night.... Most kids when they wake up from nightmares crying... They get comforted by momma... But I woke up to a worse nightmare. That monster is now eighty one, and could die at any time.... And I don't want him to..... I fucked up my shot at a PhDs....I am living with my parent at age 41 but here I am paying. Rent... And my life is abundant. I owe lots of money... Have gained weight... Where am I going in life? Who knows... At this moment... I am fortunate... Full of gratitude. And aww awe at life's mysteries. Let me live in the moment. Let me channel my gifts and energy for the greatest good. |
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