Your Favorite Annoying Teen

Ok, the bug is over. Quite a nasty little thing. Yesterday all I had was a cup of tea, three saltines and .946 liters of Gatorade.....but it all came up so it didn't really matter. Thank god it only lasted a day. Nastyness.

Today I made up for it with Chinese food, cookies and a garlic breadstick. Yeah!

Oh, I finally found an LBD: little black dress. Amazingly it is a small and quite flattering. JCPenny rocks my world! Still, I think I must have tried on like 15 dresses today. But that is how I usually am. I have to rip through trying about ten items or so before I find one good one. I can't just buy an item of clothing: I have to try it on. But I always make myself happy by trying on some crazy shoes...like leopard print peep-toes (I almost got them but then realized that my feet would murder me).
Ah, darn it...if only I didn't have messed up feet. I'd have so many pairs of shoes if I didn't. Haha. I'm such a sucka.

Mmmm...mmm....mm...Mo. Yeah....um, what is with me liking these religious guys? Like, I'm kind of some hippie/transecendentalist/agnostic but then I go for Catholic, Jew and Muslim types. Like damn, I want to be with this guy but I fear I might not be able to if his parents are sure in this "you cannot date" policy. Like I am hopeful but I'm also walking on my toes sort of preparing myself for the worst. Man, boys, I tell ya. I'm like almost lucky...but then not. Fyeuck. Maybe I'm impatient but I'd just like a clear answer. "Can I be with you or not?" "Yes" *jumps up and down, booya* "No" *twiddles thumbs, oh, damn, that sucks, see you in Chem."
Like I know that we just kind um...started being um....whatever we are....but still. Like, can you blame me for wanting to enjoy him? Maybe I'm cursed with forever being attracted to boys of "duh" or "sorry, chained to God here" or "OhmygodI'mgonnakillmeself."
"Damn" seems to be my new word of choice lately.
Blurg!

Okay. Sorry to be so pessimism....but yeah....

Blah. Anyhoo, mom and I are going to start excersizing and dieting together. Yay! Well, for me I guess I can't think of it as a diet change, just a change of lifestyle. I just have to stick with the "eat right and excersize thing" for the rest of eternity. The cool thing is that I have kept off the ten pounds that I lost over the summer. I am happy with myself for that. It is mainly thinking about how much food I am intaking and limiting my portions. Helps big time.

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Previous Entry :: Next Entry Read/Post Comments (0) Share on Facebook A summery of Your Favorite Annoying T... Hello, I am YFAT or Lo. I have been writing/around on Journal Scape for over a decade now. Time flies! This journal chronicles my random thoughts, high moments and sometimes low, throughout high school, college, and now beyond, into the world of "adulthood", whatever that means. Sinerely, ~Lo		2006-12-27 9:06 PM damn Ok, the bug is over. Quite a nasty little thing. Yesterday all I had was a cup of tea, three saltines and .946 liters of Gatorade.....but it all came up so it didn't really matter. Thank god it only lasted a day. Nastyness. Today I made up for it with Chinese food, cookies and a garlic breadstick. Yeah! Oh, I finally found an LBD: little black dress. Amazingly it is a small and quite flattering. JCPenny rocks my world! Still, I think I must have tried on like 15 dresses today. But that is how I usually am. I have to rip through trying about ten items or so before I find one good one. I can't just buy an item of clothing: I have to try it on. But I always make myself happy by trying on some crazy shoes...like leopard print peep-toes (I almost got them but then realized that my feet would murder me). Ah, darn it...if only I didn't have messed up feet. I'd have so many pairs of shoes if I didn't. Haha. I'm such a sucka. Mmmm...mmm....mm...Mo. Yeah....um, what is with me liking these religious guys? Like, I'm kind of some hippie/transecendentalist/agnostic but then I go for Catholic, Jew and Muslim types. Like damn, I want to be with this guy but I fear I might not be able to if his parents are sure in this "you cannot date" policy. Like I am hopeful but I'm also walking on my toes sort of preparing myself for the worst. Man, boys, I tell ya. I'm like almost lucky...but then not. Fyeuck. Maybe I'm impatient but I'd just like a clear answer. "Can I be with you or not?" "Yes" jumps up and down, booya "No" *twiddles thumbs, oh, damn, that sucks, see you in Chem." Like I know that we just kind um...started being um....whatever we are....but still. Like, can you blame me for wanting to enjoy him? Maybe I'm cursed with forever being attracted to boys of "duh" or "sorry, chained to God here" or "OhmygodI'mgonnakillmeself." "Damn" seems to be my new word of choice lately. Blurg! Okay. Sorry to be so pessimism....but yeah.... Blah. Anyhoo, mom and I are going to start excersizing and dieting together. Yay! Well, for me I guess I can't think of it as a diet change, just a change of lifestyle. I just have to stick with the "eat right and excersize thing" for the rest of eternity. The cool thing is that I have kept off the ten pounds that I lost over the summer. I am happy with myself for that. It is mainly thinking about how much food I am intaking and limiting my portions. Helps big time. Read/Post Comments (0) Previous Entry :: Next Entry Back to Top