For your info....

Your Favorite Annoying Teen ends on Wednesday.
I kind of have a plan.
Kind of.

It's a shift after being YFAT for five years (that makes me mentally go "WRHAAAGGG, WHUT?! I'm old but I ain't!"). I mean it is silly because it is just a name change. Peat did it from Peephole to Peter V. Brett website (though he is still Peephole kind of...okay so there is attachment). Netta has changed hers and all.


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I guess it is strange because I have not even like...played with it in settings even as an experimental not-saving way since it's conception back on *looks in archives a while* Hm...."~Lo" was first used on October 28th 2003. *looks for YFAT reference still* Okay I give up. The entries of me at 14 are definitely....a blogger at 14. It's so weird. .....I used caps a lot....I seldom broke in to paragraphs.....I cursed a lot more regularly...I was mad emo....
This just made me die laughing. I was reading an old meme I did from January 9th 2004, a finish the sentence. "-I always: pick my nose and write." So gross but entertaining. Ahahahaha. Okay, you may not have appreciated that but I did.
I always filled out my moods.
Okay I did used to sign Lois. Creeee-pay.
I first attempted to declare the end of me blogging on JS on April 27th 2004. I guess I'm glad that attempt failed.
By May 2nd 2004 I was back and started consistently using "~Lo" as a signing.
Okay...I make myself ROFL. I would make the ROFL-worthiness public again but I fear someone might kill me. Hahaha. May 5th 2004 entry....way funny but um...mom would be all "I keel you."
Hm...I just realized I used to know the exact day which John and I broke up and then I was confused just now. I totally forgot the day, forgot a bunch of things I used to have solidified in my mind. The feelings entirely vanished in college and with it the memories fade. It is freeing but it's weird to think how obsessed I was almost for so long. I am not attached like I used to be. I have the fondness for the memory and it is just image storage now, straight fact, it was what is was. Seeing old entries will never change that now. It took a long time to fade to that feeling but I guess that's first love and 14/15 year old drama for you. I am definitely fine now but man....I wish I had let go sooner.
Holy crap, I honestly only have two entries public from that year? Whoa....and for the next two years afterward. Way to mature, self. Yeah, I'm talking to you, future self, don't do that to such an extreme. I understand it but at the same time I may go back and re-public some stuff one of these days. I just hate the thought of people going back and digging up old business or googling and coming across it, not looking at the date and then being all "YOU BITCH!" and me being like "Excuuuuse me?" I mean I am still a bitch now but at that age there are more hormones and high school involved.
Anyhoo, I'm done with my past observances for the night. It was quite interesting though.

Your Favorite Annoying Teen was most likely being used a few months after I started blogging at most. I don't have it written down in any entries itself but memory tells me I was YFAT before I was Lo.

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I won't change the name until after 11:13pm since that is the time I was born at and I am not technically 20 until then. So look for it Thursday morning if anything.

I'll always be Lo though. This is decisive. You won't see me signing like...Tatiana suddenly (in which case y'all would probably be like "who duh fuh is Tatiana?!") or Lois (ew, I like my real name enough but no).

It's been fun and interesting.
Peace.
Eternally in this moment I am
~Lo

2 days of YFAT

(So what, I pushed 'Save Entry' at 1am. It still counts as yesterday).

Or not. Don't log out while writing an entry to see what is publically viewable. I copy it all sensibly first but still.
Going now!
Bye.