It is hard to believe it is last night on campus until late August. It will be three months before I set foot here again.

I must say I am really glad for this year to be over. For all of campus it has been a meloncholy year.
I don't know of many that would say it has been the best. There has been a lack of joy on campus, an undertone of discontent and sadness and stress.
This time last year it felt different. The partings were bitter sweet and slow. This year it feels as though everyone is rushing to get out even though most have to stay until Saturday.

I am glad to go home myself. It has been a long semester. I feel like ages have gone by but at the same time I am here at today and today is all that exists.
It has been a taxing year on my body and mind. I am ready to rest. I am ready to sleep, to read, to write, to release.
It feels like I haven't been home in forever. I haven't been home since Easter.
I am having a series of those days when I feel older and at the same time a small part of me is wondering how and when I got here. It suddenly just hits me that I am already half way through college. I am one of the older kids that I always felt so far away from when I was little. 18 was adult, 20 an unknown place stretching beyond high school.
This is the time of my personal new year and over the next few weeks I know I will be in depths of reflection.

It has been an interesting ride so far.
But I need to get going on my history final due tomorrow morning. It may or may not be another lack of sleep night. My own choice/fault and such but that is why there is home to go to.
Tomorrow when I get home I will finish my Spanish exam and turn that in by midnight and officially be done. I really can't wait to be honest.

Summer....I'm hoping for it to be a good one.
Peace
~Lo