I'm exhausted.

I didn't sleep well and have things on my mind.
Nothing major I suppose, in the scheme of things, just stuff...
LOTS of stuff.

I'm not really sure where this entry is going either, to be honest.
I want to talk, but I seem unable to string words together.

I just can't say what I'm trying to say...to everyone, someone, anyone, myself.
I'm not sure I even know what it actually is I'm trying to say.

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AND I nearly set fire to the oven this morning...but that's another story altogether.

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The benefit of hindsight.

Sometimes it just makes you look and feel like an ass.

Sometimes it makes things click into place...

You've been made to look a fool.
(Sometimes by the people you'd least expect).

It hurts like hell.

And without the 'benefit of hindsight' you would never have known.

Some effing benefit.

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Everybody's Fool ~ Evanescence

Perfect by nature
Icons of self indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world that

Never was and never will be
Have you no shame? Don't you see me?
You know you've got everybody fooled

Look here she comes now
Bow down and stare in wonder
Oh how we love you
No flaws when you're pretending
But now I know she

Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled

Without the mask, where will you hide?
Can't find yourself lost in your lie

I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore

It Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled.

It never was and never will be
You're not real and you can't save me
Somehow now you're everybody's fool