It's time to reassess. To take stock.

You see, I know what I want and yet, time and again, I stand in my own way.

Why would I do that? Am I doubting my choices?

I don't think so, in fact I know I'm not...
BUT I do think I've let my priorities get all askew.

Maybe I've been so self-centered and hung up on the fact that I actually have this thing to aim for... that I've lost sight of the actual goal.

The simple fact is...things have to change.

I need to refocus.

Recognise the short-cuts. Not turn a blind eye towards them.

Step away from the unhealthy stuff. Find the energy I lost.

AND find a balance between enjoying the pleasures I have found along the way and the pleasures that will come from a change of direction.

I know it's much easier to write it than to actually DO IT.
But I really want to try.


Soundtrack: 'New Opened Eyes ~ Tracy Thorn