Piece by piece I'm slowly trying to put all of the pieces back together. I'm getting the semester's notes from friends. On the bright side, it's something. On the down side, I have a very hard time learning law. I finally found a system of note taking that was working for me. And even with my friend's notes and the text books I don't know if I can put everything back together for four classes in a week. But I think I'm going to try.

If I just drop out, I'll never know if I could have done it. So I'm going to give it a game effort. And if I fail my classes, I know I did the best I could with what I had. At best I'm hoping for C's. That would keep me in school. However, I know that there is no way I'll be able to stay in the top 50%. That pisses me off so much. I worked so hard for that, harder than most of the people in the top 10 did. And for what? To have it all taken away in one second by a crappy law school owned computer. *sighs*

I spoke with my Mom and she understands. So at least I don't have to worry about her freaking out when my grades come in. Cause they won't be anywhere near what they were last semester. But I'm going to do everything I can to try and pass.

Some of you who read this were worried about me yesterday. I got some e-mails and some calls. I just wanted to say thanks for caring.

To Rob - thank you for being there for me. For calling around my campus while you were at work. For supporting me when I needed you. For being there for me, and just holding me last night. I needed it. As I said in my entry yesterday, thank you for everything. It's times like this when I know without a doubt that we're meant for each other. I love you.

To my Mom - thank you for being supportive of me yesterday. For giving me suggestions as to who to talk to and what to do now. For offering to buy me a new laptop when you heard about what happened to Mr. Sticky (who is still a bit sticky, but recovering nicely). And for understanding that my grades this semester are gonna suck.

To Lisa - for calling, e-mailing, and text messaging me and Rob to make sure I didn't drive off Malibu Canyon on the way home. For your journal entry yesterday. And for being the only one who truly understands what I'm going through.

To Berek - for e-mailing me and finding me on AIM last night. And for asking if I needed you to stop over.

Thank you all. It's nice to know I have some wonderful friends when things like this happen.