I'm still in a funk today. It's partly because I still miss my Mom. I'm used to having something to do and someone to be with and now I'm home alone and bored. Just working on getting the info in my head for the MPRE.

I'm also depressed because I'm beginning to wish I had gone to law school in Madison. More and more I'm hating L.A. and more and more I'm yearning to be back in the Midwest. Chicago is the main place I miss and yearn to be, but even Wisconsin or rural Illinois is looking pretty good right about now. I miss my family. I miss the familiarity of what I grew up with. Maybe this is because I didn't have the chance to take a trip out there this summer. I know the soonest I could go out there would be over Winter break and that thought gets me even more depressed.

I don't want to be in L.A. anymore. The more time I spend here, the more depressed I get. Every day that I'm here just saps more of the life and energy out of me. But there's nothing I can do about this situation. I'm trapped. I have to be out here for school, for work (if I can ever get hired somewhere), because my finace has a job and a life here, etc. My only choice is to stay. I'm living in a hell that I created. I chose to come out here. I chose to go to USC for college. I chose to stay out here after college and look for work. I chose to stay here and go to Pepperdine for law school. Those were all my choices. And now that I want to leave, I cannot.

I need to see if I can grab someone on Tuesday or Wednesday and just go shopping or get my nails done or something. I need to do something fun. I need to get out of this funk.

After a posting like that I should probably try and end this journal entry on a more upbeat note. And so I present to you - man heinie. This quiz thinks it's my favorite part on a man. It's wrong. I go for the chest and stomach.

My Favorite Male Part Is: The Butt: Round and firm. Thats where I branded him. Find out your favorite male body part!