I feel like jumping off my balcony right now, I really do. But I don't think a one story fall would kill me. It would probably just hurt me and then I'd get to be over-worked and in pain. This whole weekend is going to suck some major ass.

Today I decided that I should focus on my paper. Ideally I wanted to pound the whole thing out today. It's so not going to happen though. I can't even figure out where to begin. I've got probably thousands of pages of research by my side and I don't even know how to start. If this were the only thing I had to worry about this weekend it would be all right. But having the paper and my trial makes things insane. And it's making me insane as well.

I've gone over the research (that's a start, right?) and the couch and myself is now covered in it. But I just am not having any spark here. I miss the days of college where a paper didn't have to be footnoted and all that. I hate legal papers. They are nightmares. Sometimes I don't even know why I am putting myself through all of this. All the stress and frustration - for what? To get even more stressed at the fact that I can't find a job? Someone shoot me...

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You Are A Heart Shaped Paddle!

Take this paddle
And tear that ass apart
Leaving the mark
Of a little heart

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