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2003-03-20 4:03 PM Everything Sucks Previous Entry :: Next Entry Mood: Stressed Read/Post Comments (4) I'm stuck at school until around 9pm tonight. I don't feel good, my head hurts (I'm beginning to get a migraine), and I can't think clearly anymore. I'm stressed because the fucking instructions for the California bar contradict themselves and make no sense. I'm stressed because I need to get my marriage license ASAP or my moral character application and my application to take the bar will be late. I'm stressed because I can't take much more of school. I'm stressed because I can't leave here until late tonight. I'm stressed because I have to deal with the bank on Saturday because some people made the wedding gift checks out to "Robert and Jennifer Rossel" and the bank doesn't want to cash them due to the fact that there is no Jennifer Rossel. I'm stressed because my period is a week late and even though this is a normal thing when I'm stressed I'm still going to have to pee on a stick sometime this weekend. I'm stressed because I graduate in less than two months. I'm stressed because I know the hell of bar review that is coming up. I'm stressed because even applying to take the bar is hard to figure out. I'm stressed because I have not gotten one interview. I'm stressed because I have no job prospects for after graduation. I'm stressed because I don't have the time and energy to read for classes right now. I'm stressed because my brother in law is in lockdown on a military base and can't let us know when and if he's shipping out to the Middle East. I'm stressed because a five year old with ADD could be a better President than Dubya. I'm stressed because my husband thinks he might be going insane. I'm stressed because of the situation going on with my parents (see private entries for details). I need to go home. I need to relax. I need to have a glass of wine. I need to take a bath with some music on and soak. I need some sleep. I need a day to fuck around and do nothing. I need a shopping spree at Lane Bryant and Torrid. I need to lose about 100 pounds. I need to scream. I need another vacation. I need to remember that if I work very hard and don't fuck around that I CAN pass the bar. I need to remember why I'm at law school in the first place. I need to keep in mind that I'm lucky enough to have a husband who loves me and will be at home to cuddle me when I get home late tonight. Wow, I don't know what the hell all of that was. I think I just broke. I might be starting a nervous breakdown. I think I'm gonna go fetal for awhile... ----------
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