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It wasn't so bad at first, at least not as bad as I thought it would be. When I took the bar, four months of waiting seemed like an eternity of agony, but it wasn't.

The first three months were fine, actually. During August I decided that I needed to put the bar behind me. Either I passed or I didn't. Nothing I could do would change that or make the results come any faster. During September, I really didn't worry or even think much about the bar. It was nice just having some free time for once in my life. During October I was so busy with other things that the thought barely crossed my mind.

Now, it's totally different. At the beginning of the month I started wondering and started stressing. And now the closer I get to the results the worse this is becoming. A few weeks ago I started wondering and thinking about it more and more. Last week the realization hit me that soon I would KNOW if I passed or failed. Then a feeling came over me that it would be better not to know - I'm not so sure I passed. This week has been the hardest. I can log on anytime after 6pm this Friday and get my results. That's only 49 hours away. Now I'm starting to freak out. My insomnia has gotten really bad, my body is out of whack, and I feel nervous all the time. Now, the waiting is the hard part. The waiting this week is so much worse than the nervousness I felt taking the bar. AARGH!

At least this Friday, one way or the other, this will be over and done with.

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You are Sloth! Lazy huh ?? You're a bit slow in getting going -
and tend not to do anything unless it is
absolutely necessary. You'd rather sit around,
watch TV/Sleep then go out and about with
friends, or take part in a sporting event. On
the positive side, you tend to be quite smart,
as you spend a lot of time watching the News
(!!) or on the computer, Also by conserving
your energy, it's right there waiting for you
when it's vitally important to get going. Consider possibly moving out of the room once in a
while - and perhaps once a week trade watching
TV for half an hour with a walk - and you'll be
back on track. However, Congratulations on being the most
intelligent of the 7 deadly sins...

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	Thoughts and Musings Home Get Email Updates The Glider Boys My Facebook Sydney's Page Admin Password Remember Me 3079112 Curiosities served Share on Facebook				2003-11-19 5:11 PM Waiting... Previous Entry :: Next Entry Mood: Stressed About Impending Bar Results Read/Post Comments (2) It wasn't so bad at first, at least not as bad as I thought it would be. When I took the bar, four months of waiting seemed like an eternity of agony, but it wasn't. The first three months were fine, actually. During August I decided that I needed to put the bar behind me. Either I passed or I didn't. Nothing I could do would change that or make the results come any faster. During September, I really didn't worry or even think much about the bar. It was nice just having some free time for once in my life. During October I was so busy with other things that the thought barely crossed my mind. Now, it's totally different. At the beginning of the month I started wondering and started stressing. And now the closer I get to the results the worse this is becoming. A few weeks ago I started wondering and thinking about it more and more. Last week the realization hit me that soon I would KNOW if I passed or failed. Then a feeling came over me that it would be better not to know - I'm not so sure I passed. This week has been the hardest. I can log on anytime after 6pm this Friday and get my results. That's only 49 hours away. Now I'm starting to freak out. My insomnia has gotten really bad, my body is out of whack, and I feel nervous all the time. Now, the waiting is the hard part. The waiting this week is so much worse than the nervousness I felt taking the bar. AARGH! At least this Friday, one way or the other, this will be over and done with. ---------- You are Sloth! Lazy huh ?? You're a bit slow in getting going - and tend not to do anything unless it is absolutely necessary. You'd rather sit around, watch TV/Sleep then go out and about with friends, or take part in a sporting event. On the positive side, you tend to be quite smart, as you spend a lot of time watching the News (!!) or on the computer, Also by conserving your energy, it's right there waiting for you when it's vitally important to get going. Consider possibly moving out of the room once in a while - and perhaps once a week trade watching TV for half an hour with a walk - and you'll be back on track. However, Congratulations on being the most intelligent of the 7 deadly sins... ?? Which Of The Seven Deadly Sins Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla Read/Post Comments (2) Previous Entry :: Next Entry Back to Top