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I don't know what is up with my back, but it's bugging the hell out of me. Last night it was *a lot* better. There were occasional minor twinges of pain, but nothing too bad. Then, this morning, I can barely walk and it hurts horribly to even breathe.

In the morning when I first wake up, the pain is intense. So intense that two Aleve don't do much of anything to help me. This morning I could barely move. Simple things like breathing, walking, and going to the bathroom made me nearly cry in pain. It's better now, and will probably get better as the day goes on. I just wish I knew what, if anything, I could do to keep the pain away. Obviously something bad is happening while I sleep, but I don't know what. And it's not like I can just stop sleeping. This is driving me nuts. I really hope things are back to normal before I head out to my Mom's place. I really don't want to have to deal with being cramped into a tiny airplane seat while my back is this bad. If it does remain this bad though, I'll probably see my Mom's doctor when I'm out there and get on something like Soma. That helped a lot back when I was in physical therapy. I just really do not want to go into physical therapy again. Which is one of the reasons I've decided not to see a doctor out here unless it becomes absolutely necessary. Having to go in three times a week would kill my job hunting, and that's what I need to focus on now.

Ugh. I just want this pain to go away. I don't want to wake up every morning and not be able to move. I don't want to feel like I'm 90 years old when I'm 29. I just want my body to operate like that of an average person of my age. Is that too much to ask???

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	Thoughts and Musings Home Get Email Updates The Glider Boys My Facebook Sydney's Page Admin Password Remember Me 3079264 Curiosities served Share on Facebook				2004-06-29 3:40 PM Back Update Previous Entry :: Next Entry Mood: In pain. Read/Post Comments (2) I don't know what is up with my back, but it's bugging the hell out of me. Last night it was a lot better. There were occasional minor twinges of pain, but nothing too bad. Then, this morning, I can barely walk and it hurts horribly to even breathe. In the morning when I first wake up, the pain is intense. So intense that two Aleve don't do much of anything to help me. This morning I could barely move. Simple things like breathing, walking, and going to the bathroom made me nearly cry in pain. It's better now, and will probably get better as the day goes on. I just wish I knew what, if anything, I could do to keep the pain away. Obviously something bad is happening while I sleep, but I don't know what. And it's not like I can just stop sleeping. This is driving me nuts. I really hope things are back to normal before I head out to my Mom's place. I really don't want to have to deal with being cramped into a tiny airplane seat while my back is this bad. If it does remain this bad though, I'll probably see my Mom's doctor when I'm out there and get on something like Soma. That helped a lot back when I was in physical therapy. I just really do not want to go into physical therapy again. Which is one of the reasons I've decided not to see a doctor out here unless it becomes absolutely necessary. Having to go in three times a week would kill my job hunting, and that's what I need to focus on now. Ugh. I just want this pain to go away. I don't want to wake up every morning and not be able to move. I don't want to feel like I'm 90 years old when I'm 29. I just want my body to operate like that of an average person of my age. Is that too much to ask??? ---------- Take the quiz: "Which God or Goddess are you?" God of Bloody Death Gothic, dark, and a bit violent. Or, you could be a bit slutty, seductive, and dark. You go for the more goth type look complete with reds and blacks. You like death, it's cool to you. You escort those who have died a brutal or bloody death to their place of...well, their place, not much rest there. Read/Post Comments (2) Previous Entry :: Next Entry Back to Top