Well, it's official. I'm 30. My twenties are behind me. I'm old.

I thought I wouldn't have a problem with this. I thought the only possible issue I would have with turning 30 was that I was 30 and still unemployed. Granted, I do have a HUGE issue with that. But I also have an issue with turning 30.

I logged onto Neopets tonight. I noticed that my age changed. I freaked. Seeing, for the first time, my age listed as 30 and not as 2-something was scary. I'm not cool with turning 30. So far, I don't like it one bit. I highly recommend never leaving your twenties.

So... I need to find a way to stop aging. If I'm this wigged by turning 30, I'd hate to see what I'm going to be like when I turn 40.

I think my main problem with my age right now is that I'm not where someone of my age should be. I'm unemployed and can't find work. I've never held a real paying job. I don't have kids. I'm not ready to be 30. 20 maybe, but definitely not 30.

Now, I'm not one of those women who is going to start lying about her age. I think that's insane. I will admit my age to anyone who asks. But that doesn't mean I'm cool with it, because I'm not.

On the bright side, Rob just finished designing a really cool looking Bast heiroglyph for me. If I can't find a dragon I like tomorrow at the tattoo place, I'll probably get it done on my left shoulder facing the heiroglyph of Set. So, if the tattoo place has the time, I'll probably be getting one tomorrow. I think it's an excellent way to mark this b-day.

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