1. I've come to realize that my chest-size... is far too big. If/when I lose enough weight I'll be getting a serious boob reduction (and hopefully a lift as well). When they don't make bras in your cup size, you know it's too big.

2. I've come to realize that my job... of being Gabriel's Mom rocks and is rewarding, but that I really want to get a real paying job as an attorney as soon as possible.

3. I've come to realize that when I'm driving... I only enjoy it if no one else is in the car with me.

4 . I've come to realize that I need.... alone time, which is a near impossibility.

5. I've come to realize that I have lost... the life I always wanted and a lot of the things I thought I had.

6. I've come to realize that I hate it when... I'm lied to, for any reason.

7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk... I'll end up getting sick.

8. I've come to realize that money... is really what does make the world go 'round.

9. I've come to realize that certain people... are not what they seem and to always dig deeper. People are like onions and that outer layer isn't always what they truly are like.

10. I've come to realize that I'll always... be myself and that I don't need to change that to make other people happy.

11. I've come to realize that my sibling(s)... don't exist. I don't have any siblings.

12. I've come to realize that my mom... is one of the best people in the world. I can trust her more than anyone else and she's always there for me. I need her more than she'll ever even know.

13. I've come to realize that my cell phone... is a necessary evil. Emphasis on the evil.

14. I've come to realize that when I woke up this morning... everything was covered in new snow.

15. I've come to realize that last night before I went to sleep... I can't sleep unless Gabriel is curled up beside me in bed.

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking... that Gabriel is the best thing in the whole wide world and I'd be lost without him.

17. I've come to realize that my dad... is a total flake, but sometimes really does try to make an effort.

18. I've come to realize that when I get on Facebook... that will never happen. No facebook. Not now. Not ever.

19. I've come to realize that today... I'm going to have a constant headache and a ton of palpitations from current stresses.

20. I've come to realize that tonight... I really have no set plans.

21. I've come to realize that tomorrow... will be just like today.

22. I've come to realize that I really want to... go to med school and become an ER doctor.

23. I've come to realize that the person who is most likely to repost this is... no one. I don't usually see anyone copy these things from me.

24. I've come to realize that life... is never what you will think it will be.

25. I've come to realize that this weekend... I will be trapped in the never ending cycle of weekend chores. Joy.

26. I've realized the best music to listen to when I am upset... is "Something I Can Never Have" by Nine Inch Nails.

27. I've come to realize that my friends... need to live closer to me. God I miss them all.

28. I've come to realize that this year... will hopefully be a turning point in my life. Hopefully.

29. I've come to realize that my ex... no clue. I haven't spoken to my last ex in over a decade.

30. I've come to realize that maybe I should... head off on my own on the weekends and get some me time. A mani, a pedi, some accupuncture for my constant knee pain, a massage, etc.

31. I've come to realize that I love... my family, all of them.

32. I've come to realize that I don't understand... why everything has to be so difficult.

33. I've come to realize my past... might just be better than my future.

34. I've come to realize that parties... suck.

35. I've come to realize that I'm totally terrified... of spiders, insects, being completely alone in this world, and dying.

36. I've come to realize that my life... isn't anywhere near where I thought it would be at this age.