So...today is the 6 month anniversary of our first conversation....tbe ex...the Beautiful Bastard.

So...yesterday we had one of those awkward encounters in the chat room where we actually met....you know, I said "Hi" and he said "Hi" and the ensuing conversation was about as deep as a kiddie pool, but nowhere near as warm...

And then he peed in it.

I saw the "update" sign flashing on his profile when he said "later!"....so I clicked on it...and he's done something he never did when we were together....He's changed his profile to tell everyone that...he is in love...

Well good for him...

Not devastated...actually. But certainly not numb.

It isn't fair. There, I've said it. He dumps me and part of the reason is "I just don't think I'm supposed to be a relationship right now" and yet...

But as my Daddy used to say, "Who ever said life was fair?"

Well, good for him...



(feeling particularly 13 year old girlish as I re-read this...perhaps my next post should be something sophisticated and urbane)