So, ya know what sucks about modeling nude in November, for an 8 am art class? It's that you are modeling NUDE at 8AM in NOVEMBER! I don't know if anyone else noticed, but it was cold this morning. Yes they had a heater, but it was only one heater, so one side of my naked body was buring hot, while the other side froze. I've been a model for the life drawing classes for a while now, and this was the first day we actually turned the heater on, most of the time, I just deal with it being a little chilly, which is the way I think I will just do it from now on, it beats me feeling like that burger that Mc Donalds used to have that kept the hot side hot and the cool side cool. But for 15 bucks an hour to sit still, it's alright. I really like this job, I just wish they gave me more days each month, because it's barely anything resembling rent really. I miss Dennis, I have been so incredibly broke that I haven't been able to call him in a month, and the last time he called me, I wasn't home. I miss him so much. I can't wait till he comes out to California again. I have been desparately looking for a regualar job lately, or any seasonal work to get me by untill I am able to take my CBEST exam and start substitute teaching in January. So, I'm stressed about money, and about that exam, but mainly right now, it's all about being prepared to perform my monologue and two person scene in a week in front of the theatre faculty to prove to them that it is totally worth their money to send me to Utah in Febuary for the American College Theatre Festival. I have none of it memorized yet, so, wish me luck!