Well, this is the end of the third day that I have been back, I'm still jetlagged, and still stressed out about everything that I need to do, and worried about and missing Dennis terribly. I can't get over this jetlag, it's almost two in the morning and I can't sleep, I'm not even tired, I'm freakin' hungry, but not even tired. I was determined to stay up all day today, but I finally gave in to taking a tiny nap, and woke up three hours later. If I can just sleep all night and stay up all day in succession, I'm sure it will help.
I am having to make wedding plans, plans that may and probabally will change depending on how long this fiance's visa takes to get accepted. I've had to set a date, find a place, and a person to perform the ceremony who is willing to change with out schedule, now I just need this guy to write me a letter stating that I am getting married on such and such a date to Dennis at whatever place I fianlly decide, and I get to send that in with all of the proof of the relationship between Dennis and I. All the letters we wrote while we were apart (many of them very naughty) phone records, statements from family and friends, I even get to take a medical exam and have a police clearance. We had to fill out these massive forms, asking us all sorts of stuff, and finally, it's gonna cost us about $2000 altogether for this process of getting me out there on a more permanant basis. But, I did find out that I can have my wedding on the beach for free if it is 20 guests or less, or if I have more than that, it will be $250, this is in addition to Reverend Bob's fees though of about $200. Don't know how that is in comparison to other's fees, but it is totally doable, especially if I keep the ceremony small, then I can just have a big party at the reception, and figure out a way to do it very cheaply. Now that that is partially sorted, I need to work on getting my Chevy running and sold, right now, the battery is dead, but that will get fixed this weekend. Now to research what to ask for it, I'm thinking of just putting it on Ebay, anyone have a digital camera I can borrow? Well, I'm going to attempt to sleep, again, and hope that when I wake up, it will be morning, and later than like 4 or 5.