Ya know, we've spent tons of time apart before, we've know from the start that we would have to in this long distance relationship. But the more time you spend with a person makes the time apart harder. I just spent a few days away from someone whom I have spent threed months with, and I miss him so much I could cry. It's been hard enough to sleep with the jetlag, but even harder to sleep alone all of a sudden. I can't wait for all of this mess with the Fiance's Visa to finally be done and over with because I am very homesick already and it hasn't even been a week yet. I need something to make the time go by faster after I get this form in and everything. I may have to be here for six months waiting for it to go through. I'm so not looking forward to it. I miss and love him more than I can even put in a journal.