One True Thing

Thoughts drifting in and out of consciousness...I miss things, people. Being here is good for me, but it's bad for me too. In some ways I feel like I ought to be letting go instead of trying to hang on with both hands. It scares me, I'm confused and lost...

I want to be successful, to be real, to be unscared, but I don't know how to go from here. The jaded one says she never said what got corroborated independantly.

*shrug*

This is all starting to feel like head games. Can I afford to trust you? Or will you, like him, promise me more than the world will deliver?




	One True Thing in the ocean of noise Home Get Email Updates not the passenger and somewhere alfie smiles I used to have a hamster tree and the man with the golden gun lily is dancing on the table the room of the banished poet but you're not here I want to paint it black if you can come to california till human voices wake us Email Me Admin Password Remember Me 6111 Curiosities served Share on Facebook				2002-08-30 1:57 PM Here's my confession, you're like a lesson... Previous Entry :: Next Entry Mood: ...I'm on the edge... Thoughts drifting in and out of consciousness...I miss things, people. Being here is good for me, but it's bad for me too. In some ways I feel like I ought to be letting go instead of trying to hang on with both hands. It scares me, I'm confused and lost... I want to be successful, to be real, to be unscared, but I don't know how to go from here. The jaded one says she never said what got corroborated independantly. shrug This is all starting to feel like head games. Can I afford to trust you? Or will you, like him, promise me more than the world will deliver? Previous Entry :: Next Entry Back to Top