Anne,

Well, I have at least calmed down. I had fun with bob actually. I wasnt sure I would. But I found out we are a lot a like. Once again though he has many of the qualities in a man I am looking for. It just proves my theory. Anyone I am attracted to, or would be attracted to in Bob's case, is queer. I had to have been a gay man in my past life or something. I wonder if I was butch. Probobly since mostly queenie men seem to ba attracted me. I can say with surety that I would have been top. I was surprised bob invited me to stay again. I think I will wait till I have money though. Now that I know he can get what I want, I want to have the money for it. I still want to meet ryan though. I think bob knows that I dont like him though.