Well It's all been shitter than shit but I finally made it to hospital today, utterly unable to contemplate another fucking year of this, but still not quite up to taking evasive action. Stuck in the Hamlet chicken-shit inaction place.

But 2015 has gone, I made it into the first hour of 2016 and it's no worse, of course it isn't it's all just bollocks. I can't make myself write those things people wish each other on these occasions, because it feels like a deep betrayal of sincerely held beliefs, but if I could I'd be sending them to you