I don't know what I am going to write about today. There's alot going round and round in my head. Alot of it about DH, but I don't know how to get it out. If I had my way, I would crawl into a hole and not come out for a week or so. I am starting to feel like I need to watch what I say and when. Things will go really smooth and then blow up for no reason that I can see-or something not related to me will trigger him and I get the backlash. something like a pizza delivery not getting an order correct, then me dozing during a show I wanted to watch. then he starts with "I hate this show I only put it on for you and you're sleeping". I missed about 2 minutes of it-not even. The rant and tantrum for lack of better word lasted an hour, then he acted like he didn't even know about it. Like a switch went off in his brain. But it didn't take much for him to start up again-banging his leg. And then this morning-I got his cell phone from the bedroom-even though he said no when I asked-I was already getting it. another battle. Lately, everything I do is wrong, I am always making mistakes, not thinking before I talk, saying things wrong, doing things wrong, I can't do this much longer. He says I don't hold his opinion in value, but if his is the only one that is right, where is mine? His point of view is the only one-I guess we are have a hard time with the concept of compromise.