So after Friday's entry you would think that Friday night and Saturday would've been a bust, right. Well, welcome to the soap opera that is my life.

Friday night we were to get the bus togther, but the wrong type of buses kept on coming. I was hot and tired. After 2 buses came and went, I got on the 3rd. Well, we should have waited for the 4th. He got upset that I gave up. OOPs, here we go again. He had just told one bus driver, that I should get on. (I know don't listen to him. I really don't learn do I?) We get home and hash it out, and all of a sudden every thing is ok, cause we start talking on the bed and since I am sympathetic to his emotional needs, he's feeling better. And all is right with his world.

Saturday, we have fun all day. We go to the movies, out to eat, buy me new shoes, buy spice rack, scale (finally!) finally get home after 6 hours and this is without driving anywhere! and he then gets upset cause I don't feel like eating or cooking!! My feet were killing me-flip flop type sandals are not meant for that type of walking excursion! I wasn't expecting it to be that type of day. I laid down for a little nap and 4 hours later woke up. The house was dark-once again. He was dozing on the chair. He didn't come to bed because of how I reacted when I had my migraine! Talk about not putting things in perspective. We went to bed without supper.

Sunday we got up, and without eating went grocery shopping. Bad move. By the time we got back, both of us were out of it. When I realized what happened, he was at refrigerator and I had him get string cheese out-neither one of us had any protein in our systems!! About half hour later we were fine.

We spent lots of time together, but it seems the more time we spend, the more he wants. Sunday night I went to bed with a migraine and still had it Monday morning. Didn't make it in yesterday. Neither did he-he just isn't feeling good-he called off today too.

My migraines are being caused by the seasonal change. Doctor advised me that this will happen and it has for the past 2 years. I am more prepared for it-don't like it, but not much I can do much about it. Apparently, this link is something that they are just finding out about-not exactly allergy-more to do with air pressure changes and I do react.

I did get a chance to really start reading "Stop walking on Eggshells" yesterday. Scary. too many matches to DH. Too many. Too many yes's to the questions on my part too. Lots to think about at this stage of my life. And his. If I didn't know he loved me the decision would be a lot easier. I can't post to the other site because of firewalls and at home a lack of privacy on the computer. I may be able tomorrow morning before I leave since I don't have to leave quite so early.