Still haven't heard about the job...oh well, no news is good new.

Dh is saying now saying that he had asked for kiss,hug before I turned over to go to sleep-I never heard him. whatever. Ok, I believe him. I told him, that if I act like I ignored him, say it again before going off on me. Going off means he will be ignored. I told him I do it for him, asked when, I told him all the time. Next time I will point it out..-I do it cause he 'doesn't hear' and this has been happening for over 20 years!

Calm night.

TT did make good point-if DH won't go to Therapy and puts roadblocks up for me, then the next step will be actual separation. He feels me unenmeshing (if that is a word) and is struggling to come to terms with it. I feel stronger.

I had a minor attack after lunch yesterday and through last night. I am still in discomfort, but not as much pain as I normally have. I guess as I get stronger mentally, it is helping physically! I am tired though, and tonight will be a take a nap right after work night. Then get up and eat leftovers.

We were going to go to the movies tomorrow, but the Capitols (hockey) are playing in town and the arena is right next to the movie place. Will be too crowded! So we may go Sunday. I know, unusual for Easter Sunday, but just the two of us, and tomorrow is suppose to be yucky weather anyway and Sunday nice!