I will write more when I can-will be busy today!

Ok, now have a little more time. Still have to type staff notes, but I have caught up with my emails.

My office is hot. and the flu has made it's rounds here. Apparently I have not been the only one out sick with it.

B has been real good taking care of me. He had it a bit, and worked from home. Today he is home sick.

We are sleeping in the same bed, however things are going real slow. We are reading articles that our bishop printed out for us and discussing how to implement the best advise possible into our lives. For the first time in 33 years, I feel that he is taking me serious. And things are changing slowly. And we both have identified that there is a communication issue that we cannot seem to get around. That is where we need help. Sometimes I have to describe an idea in 4 different ways before he understands what I am truly meaning. However, I am expected to understand him at the first try. I guess I don't talk his language very well.

Last night we talked, and I told him that I finally felt that he was taking me seriously. And even though he was sleeping in the bed, if I felt things back slide, things could be reversed. I am strong in myself finally.

Tonight we will be talking finances. Holding my whole paycheck aside is not going to work, however, my pay isn't going to be spent the way it was. More is going into a separate account. And considering I am not getting paid for last week at all, I think that the fact he's paying my bills is something I need to remember. I cannot have it both ways. (He did not tell me that)

Today I have PT after work. Oh, well, that will be fun, not. I am already tired!