I just came from visiting Dylan at daycare.

As I had expected, she had been crying a lot (cause she hates bottles). But when I got there, she was peacefully swinging. And as soon as she saw me she started smiling and making "mommy pick me up" motions. Which I promptly did.

I got to nurse her and play with her and get lots of smiles to sustain me during my long afternoon. And the staff all reassured me that all was and would continue to be well. And I can feel free to come and nurse her everyday at lunch (and not stay away to force a bottle or anything on her).

So yes, I feel muuuch better. And the realization that I really will get to see her 2-3 more hours a day than when Eric was taking care of her... yay!!