I am a moron. I totalled my car on the way to work this morning. Wet roads, slid, hit a bank, and rolled my car. In a nut shell thats what happened. Shitty. My face and leg got banged up a little. I don't know what hit my face cause it wasn't the window, windshield or steering wheel. But my car smashed up and it took almost three hours to get my car out of there. It took the police over a half hour to get there. Good thing I wasn't bleeding to death cause I would have died. I am more upset about fucking up my dads car and missing work than anything. I suck at life today. I don't know what I am gonna do for a car. I am SCREWED! But I will figure something out, I always do. I almost passed out a couple times. I think it was only out my sheer will that I didn't. I was so fucking dizzy. And this is coming from the person who gets dizzy spells on a daily basis. I am still a little dizzy. I took a pain killer and I plan on going to sleep even though everyone said I shouldn't. Dammit I am tired and wanna. So there. All my clothes and stuff in my car flew out when the back window broke and got all muddy on the road, including my new white pants that I haven't even go to wear yet. Dammit. But I didn't hit anything else or anyone else and basically I am okay. Shitty. I wish the super vic would kick in. I am so tired. I msged nick, and he's gonna come see me tonight. Thats sweet. I had to fight with Justin to come see me after my mom died. Shitty. I msged him this morning too, before I smashed my car. Today would have been three years for me and him. Shitty. I told him that I hope he knows that I didn't mean the ignorant things that I said and that I hope he is happy and will continue to be happy. Yeah. It would make me happy if Kristel got the needle stuck in her arm, choked on her food, fell down the stairs, caught on fire, and knocked her teeth out. But whatever. Yeah. Bitter. After the wreck I had to wonder that if I died in the wreck would he even come to the funeral? I don't know. I really don't. That hurts a lot. Pathetic. My boss that has a crush on me took me for a tour of the mines yesterday. He showed me the coffins and other stuff. He's a nice guy. He also put up a picture of Christina Aguleria on the background of the computer that I use. Funny. Seems to be a new trend with guys trying to impress me, "I like you. Here's a picture of a beatiful naked women. Now like me back." Funny. Kinda sad cause it works. Now I'm a coke whore, drug dealing, terrorist, lesbian. Fabulous. They are so sweet to me at work. Actually I really do love it there, its so much fun. Good times, lots of fun.

-kln-



I can't even think clearly enough for a quote to match this entry. Maybe...
"George, George, George of the jungle! Watch out for that tree!"
Or...
"Stop, drop, and roll."