I'm soooo excited and sooo nervous for NYC! I have sooo much to get done and put together and ready! I ritually panic every 3-4 hours. Then I'm sad cause I have a lot here that I don't want to be away from (my amazing boyfriend, my wonderful family, and my crazy crazy friends). It's so confusing and silly. I know it will go fast and I will have fun and I will have lots of vistors. I know that I can do it, I just keep thinking up new things that will go wrong. Mostly I worry about money which is kinda silly cause I have more than enough taken out in loans.

SiGh.

I will just keep telling myself that I am invincible and I can do anything. Everything always works out for me, thank God.

-kln-